My little garden..

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xoxo ♥ Friday, March 27, 2009 | back to top

bubbly, cheery, always happy? that doesnt mean i don't get sad, angry and frustrated. its just that you didnt get that chance to see the other side of me.

right now im feeling so...
irritated,
helpless and i don't know why.

everyone around me is getting on my nerves. for instance, i was on the moving elevator on my way home. this kid in front of me just stretched out his arms and blocked my way. then he stopped in the middle when he got to the top. i was getting irritated so i just walked past him. any idea wad he said? 'No manners, never say excuse me.' i was like WTH? wads wrong with kids these days. just felt like walking back and slapping him. luckily i didnt, if not the crowd would probably criticize me, err like an adult buylling a child. rmb cry always equate to win. n im sure he would definitely cry. so im on the losing end.

another case, when i was getting up the bus, this fat lady carrying huge bags of idk wad kept pushing me from behind. WHATEVER this is not china, its SINGAPORE for goodness sake. and of cos, there are many more things that happened.

anyway, those are not the main points. why don't you just try putting yourself in my shoes to know how im feeling right now, because i don't even know it myself. i would say, its not my secret to tell.

'I have a very small group of friends. I don't want to have a friend unless I can call them one of my best friends. I want somebody to be really close and cool. I want friends who are kind of like me, who go with the flow and like to have fun. I think it is very important to trust your friends. It's especially hard when people are not always what they seem.' - LM

thats so true okay. not some kind of 'hi-bye' friendship. so insignificant. so what if you know many people on the surface value? they might just be hating you deep inside. alright, i have no idea whr this post is heading to. now i just want to sleep those feelings of mine away...

PS: being open-minded is not a bad thing, but its not a good thing either.

at work!

xoxo ♥ Wednesday, March 18, 2009 | back to top

lalala~ im at work now! hahaha. too free this week. hmm many ppl cant see my blogskin, due to dunno wad reason. but the thing is, i can see it! okay this is weird. very weird. hmm its the third week of march alrdy. things moved too fast. and soon all the guys will be in NS.

alright, i know this post is really random. jus that all those uni stuffs hav got me wondering about alot of things. i didnt really have any intention of signing up for scholarships when there are like so many straight As ppl out there. esp RJC. okay whatever its just money. i can do without it. :D

i really spent alot during this break. from end of A lvl till now. but luckily im working to finance my expenditure. haha. its really vitamin M. goodwood park came SMU today! lol. so i bought a box of durian puffs to share with my family. its really fantastic! (:

anyway, im so surprised i got such a SMART sister. i only realised it now for goodness sake. she got GPA 4 this sem. its absolutely OMG. juggling with jap and piano lessons and even astronomy as her cca. she is seriously GOD. perhaps my brother will be like that too. in the future. as clever as me. HAHAHAHA! yeah off to watch shows! 1 hour more to xia ban! hee.

very long ago

xoxo ♥ Sunday, March 15, 2009 | back to top

hello! it has been a while since i last blogged! hmm its almost a month to be exact. haha. too busy these few days. just came home from nus open house and IT show. well, i definitely prefer nus to ntu! lol!! the IT show was horrible. very horrible. like an army of ants all crowded there. sigh. didnt really get anything, no mood to! haha. had coldcut for lunch n chomp2 for dinner! XD

hmm the photos below are just some pictures taken quite sometime ago. hahaha.

our wonderful creation at MANHATTAN FISH MARKET! (:

fried platter

grilled platter

lol look at the french fry! its standing!

CUZZIESSSS n sister. oops no qijie n weilin jie. whr is the grp photo!!! haha.

Okay thats all for manhattan. now is at marche!

pizza! yummy!

this.. i forgot the name. lol roti something with cheese sausage.

so fun!! :D

hahahaha!

watermelon juice.

see la u moved!! lol. we love B&J! (:

yepyep. went ntu open hse ytd and it wasnt really great. the biz/acc talk was seriously propaganda. went bugis shopping with sis after that! haiz time isnt enough for me this wkend. i still hav sooo many things to settle.. alright no more time for blogging. nites!

sometimes i wish i get an A for econs just as much as hanwei wants a grade higher for his gp. ohwell.

ps: nick, i will call u back one night. sorry.