bubbly, cheery, always happy? that doesnt mean i don't get sad, angry and frustrated. its just that you didnt get that chance to see the other side of me.
right now im feeling so... irritated, helpless and i don't know why.
everyone around me is getting on my nerves. for instance, i was on the moving elevator on my way home. this kid in front of me just stretched out his arms and blocked my way. then he stopped in the middle when he got to the top. i was getting irritated so i just walked past him. any idea wad he said? 'No manners, never say excuse me.' i was like WTH? wads wrong with kids these days. just felt like walking back and slapping him. luckily i didnt, if not the crowd would probably criticize me, err like an adult buylling a child. rmb cry always equate to win. n im sure he would definitely cry. so im on the losing end.
another case, when i was getting up the bus, this fat lady carrying huge bags of idk wad kept pushing me from behind. WHATEVER this is not china, its SINGAPORE for goodness sake. and of cos, there are many more things that happened.
anyway, those are not the main points. why don't you just try putting yourself in my shoes to know how im feeling right now, because i don't even know it myself. i would say, its not my secret to tell.
'I have a very small group of friends. I don't want to have a friend unless I can call them one of my best friends. I want somebody to be really close and cool. I want friends who are kind of like me, who go with the flow and like to have fun. I think it is very important to trust your friends. It's especially hard when people are not always what they seem.' - LM
thats so true okay. not some kind of 'hi-bye' friendship. so insignificant. so what if you know many people on the surface value? they might just be hating you deep inside. alright, i have no idea whr this post is heading to. now i just want to sleep those feelings of mine away...
PS: being open-minded is not a bad thing, but its not a good thing either.
bubbly, cheery, always happy? that doesnt mean i don't get sad, angry and frustrated. its just that you didnt get that chance to see the other side of me.
right now im feeling so... irritated, helpless and i don't know why.
everyone around me is getting on my nerves. for instance, i was on the moving elevator on my way home. this kid in front of me just stretched out his arms and blocked my way. then he stopped in the middle when he got to the top. i was getting irritated so i just walked past him. any idea wad he said? 'No manners, never say excuse me.' i was like WTH? wads wrong with kids these days. just felt like walking back and slapping him. luckily i didnt, if not the crowd would probably criticize me, err like an adult buylling a child. rmb cry always equate to win. n im sure he would definitely cry. so im on the losing end.
another case, when i was getting up the bus, this fat lady carrying huge bags of idk wad kept pushing me from behind. WHATEVER this is not china, its SINGAPORE for goodness sake. and of cos, there are many more things that happened.
anyway, those are not the main points. why don't you just try putting yourself in my shoes to know how im feeling right now, because i don't even know it myself. i would say, its not my secret to tell.
'I have a very small group of friends. I don't want to have a friend unless I can call them one of my best friends. I want somebody to be really close and cool. I want friends who are kind of like me, who go with the flow and like to have fun. I think it is very important to trust your friends. It's especially hard when people are not always what they seem.' - LM
thats so true okay. not some kind of 'hi-bye' friendship. so insignificant. so what if you know many people on the surface value? they might just be hating you deep inside. alright, i have no idea whr this post is heading to. now i just want to sleep those feelings of mine away...
PS: being open-minded is not a bad thing, but its not a good thing either.
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